Thursday, December 24, 2009
hello (:
just came back from youth camp (: hehe it was great..
wanna thank all the committees for their hard effort..
thank God I am able to attend the camp and stayed overnight with the girls (:
love the water activities in the pool :DD
thanks for everyone who accompanied me throughout the camp (: especially boyboy :D hehe..always reminding me to drink lots of water!
left church early this morning and headed to kkh
visited the doctor.. quite disheartening
Doctor cried when she see my eyes so teary )':
ooh my tiann, my dad complained to doctor that i got depression? Wonder do I really have it? ._. i gonna be dragged to a psychologist soon :x
yawns* im still feeling so shagged and tired.. gtg catch some rest now.
toodles
just came back from youth camp (: hehe it was great..
wanna thank all the committees for their hard effort..
thank God I am able to attend the camp and stayed overnight with the girls (:
love the water activities in the pool :DD
thanks for everyone who accompanied me throughout the camp (: especially boyboy :D hehe..always reminding me to drink lots of water!
left church early this morning and headed to kkh
visited the doctor.. quite disheartening
Doctor cried when she see my eyes so teary )':
ooh my tiann, my dad complained to doctor that i got depression? Wonder do I really have it? ._. i gonna be dragged to a psychologist soon :x
yawns* im still feeling so shagged and tired.. gtg catch some rest now.
toodles
what we could have been, 8:52 PM.
Monday, December 21, 2009
went to kkh for MRI today..
was very nervous :x
i was lying dead beneath a "coffin like" x-tray machine )': super scary
i got to stay put and cant move for one straight hour.
it was super noisy in there becos the x-tray uses magnetic fields to create the images :x the moment i got up, i felt super giddy and nauseous ): the feeling is terrible.. at that moment i was hoping that someone was there right beside me.
The feeling of loneliness isnt good and i miss u guys badly..guess u are having fun in the camp ):
Good news is most probably i will be going to look for u all (: hehe i happily packed my luggage just now (:
what we could have been, 10:46 PM.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
hello(: back to blogging
yes! ICAs are all over (: hehe..
holidays have just started but im not excited about it at all ): there are so manyy projects on hand and need to be submitted right after the term break :x no funn ):
monday going back to kkh for MRI )': there goes my youth camp ): sobs
aniway im still looking forward to the 31st Dec 09 Countdown Event!!! :DD
i still got tickets with me (: so dear girlfrens and friends pls join me (: u can bring along ur friends too..hehe.. short video of the countdown can be seen in m facebook (: do view it :DD
what we could have been, 11:17 PM.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
sorry for not updating..
have been feeling down because of certain stuffs that is happening )':
im wondering maybe these happened for a purpose
and ytd in church somehow I felt God was speaking to me through Pastor's Sermon.
How does God help us to grow spiritual and become more like Christ?
1)God uses trials to teach us to rely on him and to trust in Him.
-perhaps this is what im going through now :x I guess the only thing I could do is to trust in Him completely.
Faith develops Perservance (:
As Jesus Prayed
1)God, I know You can remove this problem.
2)God, I want You to help me remove this problem.
3)God, if its Your will for me to go through this problem, I will submit to Your will.
I trying to be as optimistic as I can. Live each day happily. Be thankful for each single day that I can live.
♥JY
Thank You for always being there for me. Thanks for the past few days that you have been accompanying to the hospital and pouring me with your love. I'm sorry to for the things that I've said that made you worried. I really didn't mean to hurt you. I will keep my promise to you, and you better keep yours too :x Cheers! Hope to see the cheerful side of you again! :D Please take good care of yourself alright. ~loves
♥Hui(Mei/Honey)
Thank you for always cheering me up:D It is really a blessing knowing you(: Please dun keep thinking of negative stuff like I do :x haha..Hope to always see the cheerful you. Your smile never fails to make me smile dear :D So Smile more often(: Love you :D
♥Christina & ♥WeiQi(Girlfrens)
Dear Girls, thank you for being so encouraging to me whenever I am down. I know you both meant well when you said those words. Yes, I will carry on fighting and will not give up. Thanks mama & jiejie :D love you both!
♥Ern Ern
hello ern ern(: thanks for cheering me up on that day with your so called "super uber berry power" Yes and I got it(: I will fight on and hold on. thanks alot :D you can draw very well!
Thanks for those who played shooting with me in church ytd (: haha..im blessed to have you all as my target for shooting..haha :D
toodles (:
love all who are reading it
have been feeling down because of certain stuffs that is happening )':
im wondering maybe these happened for a purpose
and ytd in church somehow I felt God was speaking to me through Pastor's Sermon.
How does God help us to grow spiritual and become more like Christ?
1)God uses trials to teach us to rely on him and to trust in Him.
-perhaps this is what im going through now :x I guess the only thing I could do is to trust in Him completely.
Faith develops Perservance (:
As Jesus Prayed
1)God, I know You can remove this problem.
2)God, I want You to help me remove this problem.
3)God, if its Your will for me to go through this problem, I will submit to Your will.
I trying to be as optimistic as I can. Live each day happily. Be thankful for each single day that I can live.
♥JY
Thank You for always being there for me. Thanks for the past few days that you have been accompanying to the hospital and pouring me with your love. I'm sorry to for the things that I've said that made you worried. I really didn't mean to hurt you. I will keep my promise to you, and you better keep yours too :x Cheers! Hope to see the cheerful side of you again! :D Please take good care of yourself alright. ~loves
♥Hui(Mei/Honey)
Thank you for always cheering me up:D It is really a blessing knowing you(: Please dun keep thinking of negative stuff like I do :x haha..Hope to always see the cheerful you. Your smile never fails to make me smile dear :D So Smile more often(: Love you :D
♥Christina & ♥WeiQi(Girlfrens)
Dear Girls, thank you for being so encouraging to me whenever I am down. I know you both meant well when you said those words. Yes, I will carry on fighting and will not give up. Thanks mama & jiejie :D love you both!
♥Ern Ern
hello ern ern(: thanks for cheering me up on that day with your so called "super uber berry power" Yes and I got it(: I will fight on and hold on. thanks alot :D you can draw very well!
Thanks for those who played shooting with me in church ytd (: haha..im blessed to have you all as my target for shooting..haha :D
toodles (:
love all who are reading it
what we could have been, 9:27 AM.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
I regretted picking up your call..
I know that you are worried about me..
But the way you show your care and concern is just making me feeling so vexed and thinking alot about it now..
I just want you to know that I have grown up and I knows how to take good care of myself..
Just for once..I hope you would allow me to do what I want to do before i dun even have the chance to do it anymore..
I just want to serve Him one last time before I step into the place of endless fear, pain and sufferings.. tubes everywhere on my body, injections, operations just scares me off that place.
If I can, I would prefer sitting by a calm and peaceful place and wait for my time to be up rather than going through all the pain while nothing can be done to cure it.
I feeling so vexed now. Just give me a break. I really need it.
I know that you are worried about me..
But the way you show your care and concern is just making me feeling so vexed and thinking alot about it now..
I just want you to know that I have grown up and I knows how to take good care of myself..
Just for once..I hope you would allow me to do what I want to do before i dun even have the chance to do it anymore..
I just want to serve Him one last time before I step into the place of endless fear, pain and sufferings.. tubes everywhere on my body, injections, operations just scares me off that place.
If I can, I would prefer sitting by a calm and peaceful place and wait for my time to be up rather than going through all the pain while nothing can be done to cure it.
I feeling so vexed now. Just give me a break. I really need it.
what we could have been, 1:26 PM.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
just came back from work (:
happy that we hit our sale target again :DD
has been a busy week, one more oral comm ICA and html test to go~
have been down with sore throat and flu these few weeks, its finally recovering! (:
aniway im really sorry to those out there for not contacting you all often, have been very busy with school work ): I just hope you would understand. Sometimes I just need a break from all these and just needed some time for me to be alone and cool myself down.
Sometimes I really wonder is there anyone out there who can understand me? I'm tired, really tired.
happy that we hit our sale target again :DD
has been a busy week, one more oral comm ICA and html test to go~
have been down with sore throat and flu these few weeks, its finally recovering! (:
aniway im really sorry to those out there for not contacting you all often, have been very busy with school work ): I just hope you would understand. Sometimes I just need a break from all these and just needed some time for me to be alone and cool myself down.
Sometimes I really wonder is there anyone out there who can understand me? I'm tired, really tired.
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
hasnt been updating for quite long:x sorry for it
aniway this week i've cleared ICA for Accounting and Management (: was quite alright :D thank God! hope next week's Stats would be easy too..
Yesterday after school stayed back for Open house Training :x was quite boring and tiring..so I make use of the time to complete my management notes (: hehe.. sit on the floor for like 2hrs until my butt really hurts :p
After school, headed to suntec with *ahem :D haha..went to get my blazer at G2000.
Before heading there, *ahem treated me dinner at astons :D thanks :DD had my grill fish, mashed potato and baked potato, cream of mushroom and my ibc root beer.After dinner headed to G2000 (:
Blazer was at a special price at $99 which is inclusive of a skirt or long pants to make the top. I wanted to get the lucky dip because its a sure win $10 voucher so in order to get the lucky dip i need spend at least $100. So i bought another top. Whoo, i was lucky enough to get a $30 voucher for my lucky dip :DD thank God!
i've been quite sick for this week )': sore throat, running nose and fever~
and i got a sexy voice :D haha.. today will be working night shift (: so bless me~
toodles & God bless
aniway this week i've cleared ICA for Accounting and Management (: was quite alright :D thank God! hope next week's Stats would be easy too..
Yesterday after school stayed back for Open house Training :x was quite boring and tiring..so I make use of the time to complete my management notes (: hehe.. sit on the floor for like 2hrs until my butt really hurts :p
After school, headed to suntec with *ahem :D haha..went to get my blazer at G2000.
Before heading there, *ahem treated me dinner at astons :D thanks :DD had my grill fish, mashed potato and baked potato, cream of mushroom and my ibc root beer.After dinner headed to G2000 (:
Blazer was at a special price at $99 which is inclusive of a skirt or long pants to make the top. I wanted to get the lucky dip because its a sure win $10 voucher so in order to get the lucky dip i need spend at least $100. So i bought another top. Whoo, i was lucky enough to get a $30 voucher for my lucky dip :DD thank God!
i've been quite sick for this week )': sore throat, running nose and fever~
and i got a sexy voice :D haha.. today will be working night shift (: so bless me~
toodles & God bless
what we could have been, 9:57 AM.
