Monday, February 8, 2010

feelings

This shoutout goes out to my precious girlfrens(Chrissy & Weiqi)

this going 10 months friendship doesnt comes easily. I remembered the first few weeks of school, we were still kept to our safe zone. But as days passes by, we began to share our hearts out to each other. It's amazing how far we come. I'm thankful for this little friendship that we share. Those moments I had with you both are the most precious ones that will be kept close to my heart. Though my time spent with u both are only short periods of time, but u both have a special place in my heart and I aint gonna let this friendship go off so easily. (:

To Dearest Chrissy,
Thank you for being such a great encourager to me (: although u sounded like a mama to me, I know you meant well when you said all those. Thanks for being there for me in the lowest part of my life and encourage me to carry on with life. Although I know thank you isnt enough, I still wanna give my appreciation to you(: take care & all the best for the coming exams! :D <3 u lots..

To Dearest Weiqi,
Thank you girl for being so sensitive (: Your sensitivity and willingness will also encouraged me.hanks for helping me all these while where u have been by my side. t really meant alot to me. Your cuteness and blurness never fails to make me smile. (: All the best for your studies and in life alright? :D I will be back to visit you guys soon when I'm well again. Till meet again. Take care & I love u lots too <3

To Ernern
Thank ErnErn for being such a friendly and helpful friend (: I'm really glad to know you. Thanks for all the help you have given me even at the last minute, the night before the exam, you would explain the concepts to me clearly and even draw graphs to illustrate ur exlainations more clearly. Thanks for being such an encourager to me and backing me up in times of need. I really appreciate it. (: Strive for ur studies alright? And dun bully my girlfrens :x haha..take care!(:

till we meet again guys (:
i aint gonna just let this friendship go off easily.
<3

what we could have been, 4:07 PM.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

To my beloved,

Thanks for everything you have done for me..
Thanks for always trying to be there when I needed you..
Thanks for rushing down just to accompany me..
I truly appreciate everything you've done just for me (:
Thanks for staying beside me and taking care of me just now.. I just feel so blessed having you beside me, changing the towel on my forehead when i was running a high fever just now..always checking on my temperature (:

I'm sorry that I wasnt obedient and didnt ate much for days :x I'm sorry ): I really dun have the appetite to eat all my fav food too ): sorry to keep you worrying.. I hope I will get well soon too (: I will jiayou de

Well, my wound have been hurting a lot more these few days >.< cant even sit down ): have been laying on bed almost the whole day.. today is a little fruitful (: finished pom notes.. (: its getting late, I better rest now..

toodles
Goodnite

Last taken temperature: 38.5C
Current temperature: 37.1C (:

what we could have been, 10:25 PM.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

hello im back.. was discharged from hospital yesterday..
the operation went well, but i got to dress my wound for about one month. So it will take about months for it to fully recover. Doctor took digged out the root of the infection and its about the size of a big fishball and now my flesh is temperary gone..so got to take some time to grow back the flesh )': im so disgusted by it. and there are stitches ): ooh man, i just couldnt find the courage to take a look at it.
I've been feeling the pain all day long )': laying on bed for almost the whole day..its getting bored..

thanks Andrew for accompanying me before i enter the operating theatre and after i came out too (: thank you Jasper for the gift (: thanks Sherwynn & Aloy for visiting me (: ooh yes and thank you all for all ur wishes and prayers! :DD

certain things have been passing through my mind..should i quit school? or should i jus concentrate on recovering in the meantime then decide whether I want to study after I am fully recovered? give me some advice my friends ):

alright its time for me to get some rest again :x its worse than i imagine ):

toodles & goodnite

what we could have been, 11:23 PM.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

hello (: this is gonna be my last post before I am going to be admitted in hospital for a surgery..

ooh well, this week have been a hectic week..Yay finally cleared Microecons and Management presentation :DD gonna miss out sharepoint presentation tmr due to the surgery :x

A big thank you for those who have been always there encouraging me and supporting me (: it really meant alot to me. Thanks Chrissy & Weiqi girlfrens for the hug this afternoon :D hope to see u both soon! Thanks for many others for ur prayers and words of blessing. (: well, im feeling a little nervous about tmr, hope everything will turn out fine and Im entrusting all into God's hands! (:

till we see again
shall blog again when im back from hospital and feeling better :x
Goodnite (:

what we could have been, 11:39 PM.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

this morning went to Mount Elizabeth hospital and saw the doctor.. this coming thursdy I will be having my surgery :x *cross fingers I hope everything will turn out fine and I shall not think too much about it.. I shall not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble (: -Matthew 6:34

Missed youth service today because I was feeling unwell and volmitted :x so headed to church only for the night service (: thank God for speaking me through the sermon and worship (: Thanks girls for ur comfort, hugs and prayers!..I really appreciate them lots :DD love you lots! <3

This coming week is gonna be a tight week :x there's so much to be done!
Monday- Accounting for Assets ICA
Tuesday- Microeconomics Project Presentation
Wednesday- Principle of Management Presentation
Thursday- Sharepoint Designer Webpage Presentation & Surgery ._. * faints

alright thats all..
toodles & Goodnite peepos
<3

what we could have been, 10:49 PM.

Friday, January 22, 2010

last minute notice~

tomorrow's surgery cancelled.. )': doctor said my infection have spread to my intestines ): hope it will stop spreading.. God will make a way :x

will be heading down to Mount Elizabeth Hospital tmr morning to consult another doctor before deciding on what action to take next ):
i find no meaning in everything that i do

what we could have been, 11:21 PM.

Monday, January 18, 2010

last night, wound was really hurting alot.. it has been bleeding since last night till now :/ i just couldnt find the strength to just stand up and walk around now..

today, skipped school the whole day and went to Mount Elizabeth Hospital to seek for medical help. Went to see a doctor recommended by the chinese physician.. i consulted the doctor for two whole hours..just to explain my 10 yrs of medical history to him :x well, thank God for this provision that I managed to find this doctor who is specalised in this.. At least I can see a glimpse of hope now (: The doctor would like to operate on me and try if his method can cure me. Though the procedures of it may seems frightening, I've decided to give it a try. So I will be having the surgery this saturday :x please uphold me in prayer and pray that miracles do happen when I believe.

Though time seems to be running out for me, I do hope I will live life to the fullest! I hope to cherish those who are standing by with me.

thanks for the many concerns of all (: it really meant alot to me especially during this period.. (:

my eyes and face feels sore after crying for hours :x

what we could have been, 8:25 PM.